Pornography & Masturbation: A Struggling Christian Needs Help

Posted by E.L.E.X on July 26 2020 under Motivational

Good morning everyone.

The subject refers, I am a Christian.

However, I have been struggling with a whole lot of non-Christian like habit.

One such habit is watching pornography and masturbating. This habit has lingered for more than 10 years now.

I am an introvert probably what has made it worse and perpetual.

I don’t like this act. But I usually still practice it.

I believe God loves me but he hates this act. I really don’t know how to STOP IT.

Please I need help. This has really affected my relationship with the Holy Spirit, myself and other people please help.

Also, I have discovered that in the past 2 years I have been so disorganized, and forgetful.

At work, I have been termed a lier.

I feel really embarrassed with myself when people give me something and I forget I have been given or I don’t know where exactly I kept it.

Then I will be asked about the same thing I won’t be able to find it. Sometimes I deny it was ever given to me because I can’t remember It was ever given to me.

This has brought me a lot of struggles at work (banking) and has made me ever so frustrated with myself.

I wasn’t like this before. It is so unfortunate this is happening to me.

My prayer life too has gone down the drain it’s zero.

I attend church service Sunday however due to the current lockdown I can say I don’t have any relationship with God!

Please I Need Help

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